Wednesday, December 30, 2009

all mixed up.

I had all my pictures mixed up. Its just like my life this year, it was pretty messed up. I wasn't organized but at least, every bit & part of it was Good i can say. Maybe its meant that way. Good in another way. If i see it in another perspective, I'm pretty brave sometimes. Hah.

I went for some modelling comp in the middle of the major spm, and i went for some drama shooting right before trials and stuffs like that. Mum had a bet, I won't do good in the Major Spm. TOUCHWOOD MANN. tabooh! tabooh!

I'll be leaving ipoh real soon. The 2nd. How cool is that? so not. & when i'm back there. THERE WILL BE SO MUCH UNPACKINGS TO DO. & thats what i hate most. hate.

Wow, mum is right here nagging about asking me to for photoshoots for the boutique. I am so freaking lazy mum. I have so many dates to catch-up okayy. Dont you understand. When i actually decline politely, she'll go EVERYDAY GO OUT MOVIES SO MUCH TIME HAH.. BLAH BLAH BLAH.. you know. mothers are like that. sigh.

I miss you darling. Don't snook until I go back, i dont care. Muahahaha.

The surprise he gave me on our one year's ann.

i found this in his phone. finally! we were at the games arena in Genting.

christmas eve. we looked stunning.
at least thats what i think.

toldja. messed up pictures.
He was so into that shooting bang bang scene. LOL.

Okay. this is today's. we went for mamas' shopping in Tesco.
it was HIS idea. can you even imagine?
er, for?
okay! hehee.

i've finally realised;
i shouldn't have worried about how our love's gonna be, i know you trust me.
i shouldn't have doubt about your actions, i know you're with me now.
i shouldn't have made so much trouble just to have your attention, because you've been forever watching me from afar.
& the most important, i shouldn't have worried about the coming days, the turning point that i was so terrified of, because we still have our lifetime together.
btw, im not engaged just yet, but soon maybe? let him do the answering :D

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

The Eight Reasons you must really knoww. Girls. Read it through.

Sometimes, when the going gets tough, the tough get it on with someone else. But what really makes men stray? A nagging girlfriend? Bad sex? An escape from loneliness? Yes, yes and yes. Hear why these men slipped away from their girlfriends and landed in someone else's bed. Then — whether you're a guy or a girl — use the info below to sidestep this kind of situation in your love life.

Reason #1: For payback
"I once cheated on my girlfriend after I saw on her cell phone that she had been text-messaging with her ex. They were pretty harmless messages, but it angered me that she had been communicating with him in the first place — I'd always thought they were a little too chummy. That night, I was out with friends and had a lot to drink. I got so worked up about those messages that I pretty much made it my mission to find another girl and hook up with her, which I did. I think it was a payback thing. We eventually broke up, but not because of that incident — I never told her — but more so because we just weren't right for each other. I know it wasn't the best way to handle my anger, but at the time, it sure did feel good."— Christopher, 29, Oakland, CA

Reason #2: The physical attraction just isn't there
"Ever since I can remember, I have always been attracted to women with large chests. My ex-girlfriend was great in a lot of ways, but she was completely flat-chested, which did absolutely nothing to make me sexually attracted to her. I tried to look past it, but it was hard. About two months into our relationship, I was out with a bunch of friends at a sports bar, and our incredibly hot and ample-chested waitress was really hitting on me. She gave me her number and asked me if I wanted me to meet her after her shift was over. I agreed, and ended up sleeping with her. It was just a one night thing, but it helped me realize I needed to end things with my girlfriend, because I had to be with someone I was madly attracted to."— Dave, 26, Roanoke, VA

Reason #3: She just isn't there
"I cheated on my ex at a time when she was traveling so much that I never saw her. It was almost as if I didn't have a girlfriend. I got so lonely — especially on the weekend nights, and I missed that companionship, both physically and emotionally. When she was gone, I began seeing someone else while I was still technically seeing my ex. I ended up telling my ex and she broke it off with me. In the end, I think things ended for the better, even though the steps I took to make it happen weren't very honorable. I now make sure that whoever I choose to date doesn't have a job that requires big-time traveling."— Scott, 30, Jessup, MD

Reason #4: He thinks he's missing out
"I had dated Melanie all through college ever since we met at orientation. After we graduated, I moved to New York and she moved to Chicago, but we decided we'd stay together. I spent nearly every weekend traveling to see her, but during the week, I'd go out with my friends in New York and have a blast. After a few months of that drill, I knew staying true to her would be tough; going out in the city made me realize how many smart, beautiful women are out there, and never having been with anyone other than Melanie made me feel like I was missing out on a lot of fun. One night I hooked up with another girl, which finally made me realize I had to end things with Melanie. I told her what happened, and, as it turned out, she had done the same thing a few times. While we were both hurt, we realized we needed to take some time off. We stayed friends, and still are today, even though we're married to different people."— Tom, 35, New York, NY

Reason #5: He's moved on emotionally
"I met my ex in a Weight Watchers meeting, of all places. When we started dating, we were both about 50 pounds overweight. As the months went by, I took the program really seriously and quickly dropped weight. She didn't adhere to the program, and her weight didn't come off. After I lost the weight, I felt this new sense of confidence — women who had never spoken to me before began approaching me, and it felt great. My ex, on the other hand, was depressed about being heavy, and was always jealous of other women. One weekend when she was out of town, I met this gorgeous woman at my gym and we slept together. I never told my ex, but I did end up breaking up with her a few weeks after that incident. I've realized since then that I need to be with women who are on the same page as me about the things in my life that are important."— Brad, 41, Houston, TX

Reason #6: There's too much fighting
"My ex and I used to live together, and we fought all the time. The constant tension made me miserable. In contrast to my ex, there was a girl at work who was easygoing, friendly and fun. One night we were both working late and ended up getting a drink together after we left. One thing led to another, and I ended up staying over at her place. As bad as this may sound, after that happened, I felt free. It was as if I finally had the courage to just end it with my ex already. When I came home the next morning, my ex went crazy, but for the first time, it didn't bother me, because I knew what I was going to do. I told her exactly what had happened and that I'd be moving out that week, and I did. I began seeing the girl from work, and we've been together for about four months now."— Nate, 34, Boulder, CO

Reason #7: He needs a shot of self-esteem
"I'm really shy, and have never felt very comfortable approaching women. I once had a girlfriend who was just as shy as me. Our relationship was fine — nothing too exciting — but I was resigned to the fact that it was my best option. I went to a conference for business, and during one of the dinners, a really attractive, sexy woman at my table began hitting on me like mad. I was so shocked; nothing like that had ever happened to me before. It made my self-confidence skyrocket, and I felt on top of the world. She and I were together that night and a few other times during the conference. I never told my ex about what had happened, but I did end things with her a few months later. After the conference the other woman and I never saw each other again, but the experience gave me the confidence that I could go out and approach interesting, exciting women — I just needed that push."— Charlie, 33, St. Louis, MO

Reason #8: To fulfill a fantasy
"I once cheated on my girlfriend of six months when a girl I had been pining over for quite some time came on to me. She had been with someone else for a long time, so I knew she was off-limits. I have to admit, I'd still probably do it again; it was like my fantasy finally came true. I broke up with my girlfriend and dated this girl for a while, but we didn't last. Sometimes, the fantasy is better than the reality!"— Mark, 44, New York, NY

Danggg! I randomly found these over the Net and I'm feeling even worse. I fear of losing you Terrence Ting. I fear. How only can I overcome these of sort feelings? You have the reasons. How about the solutions? :( HOW! Mannn. This is real hard. You've never cheated on me, never. I know. And you even taught me about Life and all. I've learn alot from you, I will never forget. Lesson that I had, were priceless. Thankyou my hottie, ILY.

Srsly, relationships just make you go upside down and whats worse? Its too hard to handle when it comes to the turning point :( My turning point is comingg. Its coming i know. FML!

those in pink fonts are literally what im going through. baby, please tell me these are not for us. I'm like having a pre-separating disease :(

i throw tantrums outta nowhere,for no reasons. im sorry. im just scared :( eeven more, when you're not around me. Do you understand?

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Prisoner in the prison.

The bride tells her husband, "Honey, you know I'm a virgin and I don't know
anything about sex. Can you explain it to me first?"

"OK, Sweetheart. Putting it simply, we will call your private place 'the
prison' and call my private thing 'the prisoner'. So what we do is: put the
prisoner in the prison.

And then they made love for the first time.

Afterwards, the guy is lying face up on the bed, smiling with satisfaction.

Nudging him, his bride giggles, "Honey the prisoner seems to have escaped."

Turning on his side, he smiles. "Then we will have to re-imprison him."

After the second time they spent, the guy reaches for his cigarettes but
the girl, thoroughly enjoying the new experience of making love, gives him
a suggestive smile, "Honey, the prisoner is out again!"

The man rises to the occasion, but with the unsteady legs of a recently
born foal.

Afterwards, he lays back on the bed, totally exhausted.

She nudges him and says, "Honey, the prisoner escaped again."

Limply turning his head, He YELLS at her, "Hey, its not a life sentence,

Friday, December 25, 2009

Just one wish.

I'm feeling so strange these days. I will laugh at all your jokes and the next split second, I'll be crying thinking the day when we'll be far apart. I can no longer see you whenever I want to. I can no longer call you whenever I want to. I can no longer check your phone anytime I want to. I can no longer Haavuk you whenever I want to. And nobody's gonna scold me for being so irresponsible and reckless. I don't want the new year to come just yet. Its too soon baby. Don't you think so?

Don't you realise I've been so random snapping your pictures these days? I want every single move of yours to be remembered. I'm afraid one day I'll forget how you always eat things so super fast and I'm still munching my food. And you'll be complaining ' Eh, im like your dustbin now la'. And how you act cute in front of my camera and only God knows how adorable you were. And how you complain about the slightest details. Sigh, there's just too much to mention.

Okay. Let me see. There's almost two more weeks for us to date as much as we want baby :) And you'll be heading for your work and I, back to my hometown. Time just flies. Really, it does. I always tell myself to be strong, but each time I lean on your chest, I just... I just can't imagine what I'm gonna do when the day comes. Your bare chest, just makes me feel so warm. I dont wanna let it go. Your hands, you make me feel so small, really.

Remember each time when I hug you? I'll say 'Ei, not enough la. Its like something's missing. I love you is just not enough. Why are there just THREE words? Its not enough for me to represent my Love to you lorrr. HOWWWW?'. And you'll go 'HAHA. okok. I love you k? Enough la enough la'. Shit. I feel like tearing again.

Please do rmb to wear your Xmas present everyday. You promised me! I dont fucking care. And YOU PROMISED ME TO SEND ME A BEAR EVERY YEAR!!! AND EACH YEAR, A BIGGER ONE! YOU PROMISED ME!!!!!! Baby, I love you. Shit, im really crying. I cant type anymore. I can't bear the pain. You! Its all because of you. Sigh.

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

Merry Christmas baby.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Sardines in JJ's Sail.

I really must start this particular post with a BIGGG sighh :(

I don't know what to get for Xmas and its the Eve now. Im so screwed up. Plus Ipoh, with THE MOST HAPPENING MALL in town, doesn't really give you much of a choice you see. slurp :9 OH mann. What am I going to do? I went to JJ last night and it was literally STUFFED with people and with the unpleasant stench under everybody's wet arms. Eww. Because everybody was rushing to get their things since its the Last day for the Jcard members or something if I've not mistaken. This is so annoying, irritating and driving me crazy. Thank god I didnt drive there. It was sucha chaos man. CHAOS.

Okay. Hibernate ( checked ). Good warm shower ( checked ). clothes for tonight ( half-checked). Presents?? ( OHNO).

I must really get going. Hey. Any discounts for Body Shop members btw??

Have a Merry Merry Christmas :D

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Bad Day.

I'm sick. Even my boyfriend said IM HOT. Woah, for the first time. Haha. I wonder how I could even fall in love with this funny fella here. hehe. Listen,

T : Wah, you're so hot!
M: Yeah, but I'm feeling so cold. brrrrr..
T : Aww. come here. Lemme give you hug.
M: Yor. Jo meh lei gam guai sei dong geh.
T : Like lizard hor?? hehe. I'm normal okay! Normal body temp. You're too hot.
M: I know laa. Eh damn cold la.
( fyi, only the fan with 2nd level speed was switched on. no a/c at all)
T : Lei yau beng lahh..
M: -______- im having FEVER LAH!
T : Ha? Fever can feel so cold wan ga? Not hot ge mehh??
M: -____________________- chimagan.

What are the symptoms for Fever actually? idk mann. There's one more.

You see? The last chapter of chemistry did mention that overdose of paracetamol can affect your liver or something right? Agree??

T : Want panadol?
M: Nooo. I had two yesterdayy la. Too much lorrr.
T : -______- ok ok. One okay?
M: err.. okay la. better. later i die only you know. panadol so much.
T : yayayaya. gam yong yi sei jau hou lor b..
M: EHHH! really wan la! chemistry gor dou yau gong gor ga leh!
T : -__________- okokok. sik lei geh panadol la. sleep.
M: woi. reallyy laaa.
T : okay okayyy.

See? he never believe what i say. Yer! hahahaha. and I've really been having stomach aches, body aches and headache & everytime i tell him he'll go WAAA. OK OK. SO MUCH DISEASE WAN HOR YOU. whaddaheck wehhh. urgh.

anyway, i wanna get well soon before christmas so that i can go and playy for however much i want. alright, i need some rest now. i miss you :(

Monday, December 21, 2009


We both went for another interview today.

Ohmy. It was hell lots of work i tell you. This time, we went all prepared, with our certs and all. And god knows, the person-in-charge said ' WE NEED TO HAVE YOUR ORIGINAL SPM SLIP TO CERTIFY THAT YOU'VE SAT FOR THE EXAM'. damn. who would think of that? You know? The white piece of paper that you'll bring into the hall every exam session? Yeah that one. So, no choice. Drove back to get it and went back. HAHAH.

Thank god. We both got it, into the Biggest Company in Asia I could say.

Hey baby, I'm gonna support you no matter what. Do your best. The others can wait. Right now, nothing matters other than your career. I want to see you in your tuxedo one day and be the Executive. Ily. A few years, we both can go through this ;) god bless us.


All under One Christmas Tree. Perfecto!

Hohoho. Merry Christmas. Santa just told me that Xmas will be delayed this year, because Mag haven't started her Xmas Shopping Spreeee. HAHAHAHA. ( I wish huh?) I received a call from Jessie Jie and she said THE MEGA SALES IN ONN!!!!! PAVILION! ONE U! MID V! oh mymy. how can i even resist? Neither could you, I can bet for a million! :D

Dear Santa,
I don't wanna be a fashion victim again this year. Please do get me these. Will you?? I promise that I'll study hard and behave the Best I can. PLEASEEEEEEEE O.O Christmas is just days awayy! &&& I'm not ready at all. Please. Can I have a pre-xmas wish? CAN WE HAVE 42 HOURS A DAY PLS?? haha. I'm getting hyper man. whoopps. Dear santa. I really hope you'll see this. (HAHAH?!) grant me my wishes pleaseee!!!

#1 I wanna have Megan Fox's super hawt bootylicious body.
#2 I wanna grow another 2 inches.
#3 I wanna be his wife one day and live happily ever after.
#4 I want mum to have a good maid so that she won't have to do any chores anymore.
#5 I want a brand new phone :)
#6 Please let dad to approve my job.
#7 I want all the below! :D

I've got one like this, can i have another? The sequins one?

Please give me the strength to do sit-ups everyday. I've been so lazy these days :(

This is beautiful, don't you think so?
Hot chick!

Ohmymy. WAIT A SEC!


Saturday, December 19, 2009

Alert. Reckless us.

You know what? I think I've got my lesson now. Its the stupidest thing that I've probably ever done. Haha. Don't blame me, I've just graduated. Imma newbie still. ( shrugs, what an excuse) And please dont tell me I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO DOESN'T KNOW ABOUT THIS.

You are ought to, must, should, its compulsary and its relatively important to BRING YOUR OFFICIAL LEAVING CERTS AND SCHOOL CERTIFICATES when you go for an Interview, doink!!

Err, yeah. WE went all the way to genting and obviously w/o our 'needed documents' and phoom! we waited from 8.30am to 1pm for NOTHING! When it was finally my turn, I was like 'oh, thank god! FINALLY! ' and I came out within a minute and my boyf went -__________- ( with the WALAO SO FAST? kindof look) We stepped out of the banquet hall with hell lots of disappointment. Such fucktard right? haha.

There LOOK. These. How could I left these at home??


Nah. I still think we had lots of fun back there. Yeah, we did ;D From being ' eh,go where la?' to ' woah, that was awesome'. How much more do I have to ask for? Its definitely fairly more than whats enough. And remember the Flying Coaster? Yeah. I was like yay.this is gonna be fun but eyy, im scared better hold on tight or else you'll slip out. and he went pfft.nothing wan la. ( oh how i love his manly behaviour. haha).

Sorry for the bad quality pictures. Just a glance through, so don't mind!

I super love my new pvc leggings. Its LOVE!

Look at these. Without parent's supervision i suppose. Damn banyak okay.
Poor thing, the machine went 'TEEEK TEEEK TEEEK ERROR'.
Wasted. Best part, could you even imagine how much they spent? We only had 310points
& we already used up 150++?

Wait till you see this Steph Wang, sorry! i took your top!

Love this shot.

The BEST hotdog I've ever tasted. New York Chicken, mua favourita.
Conney Dog, not bad though, but me no likey.

It was dinner time with the boyf's mummy :)


Terrence: Woah. This seemed like there's an explosion or something.
Mag: Yer. yours nicer.

He has the potentitial, don't you think so?
(if you get what I mean)

Omg. flabby arms.

1901 for lunch, 1901 for dinner. haha.
seriously, best hotdog ever!

This was during the interview. Ahh, i dont wanna mention again.

Nasi lemak for rm9.90. The food in Genting sure is pricey.

p/s: Thank you for everything hun. Sure did appreciate it! Loveya! XOXO.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

You make me immortal with just a kiss.

I was watching New Moon last night. It wasn't the best movie I had but you were there, with me. that makes things perfect. And somehow, there's more to come, i know. We have finally reached to a point where You and I know that we're meant for each other. Its our 365 DAYS ANN!! woots. I almost forgot about this, how more reckless could I be? haha. Thankyou for reminding me hun. You're forever the one who's reminding me about all these :D

*phone vibrates*

*search search and search*


*1 msg received. Dr.Ting*

ONE YEAR DY LU. and you gave me the sinnest smile. hahah.

Hey! I love you!

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Big Comeback?


Wow. I'm back, like finally? Blogging again, and i actually feel so new! woots. good thing isn't it? The Major Exam is finally over and I hope I did alright. Bygones are bygones already. Just let fate decide whats going to be next? Good? Hah.

Wait, let me see. Its been a months plus since i last blogged. Good. At least this proves that I have high self-control -.-

I had an awesome trip at Penang last week. HELL man. It was loads of fun. Bikinis, beaches, hot hunks, hot chicks ( no, im not talking about myself. haha) oh man. i wanna go again. Pictures later. I bet its gonna be 'mouth-watering'. haha.

Blogspot seemed to be a lil dead now. I think I prefer er .. whats that called again? I'll do something to this goddamn blogspot of mine.

Ahh yeah. My life's been great, nothing's better than being with him ;) I am so sorry that I actually ruined most of your plan hun. Lets go to the beach soon alright? XOXO. And and and I love you, always do.

Yes. thats all for the big comeback. I'll be right back with more, trust me and no other. MW ;)

Monday, November 9, 2009

Updates, final one.

I've got over the past and moving forward day by day.

I love you and I know you do too ;)

Dear lord,
Please give me strength to move on. I ruefully ask for forgiveness. I don't want to move on with all my sins. Please forgive me and make me study hard. I have only a week more to go. All the wrongs that I've done, please forgive me. Wake me up from all the fairy tales please. All i want is to do well in the upcoming Major Exam, the SPEEAMM. I love you. Amen.

Went to dad's in KL for 3days. I was too stressed. Need some time to destress ;) Dad was really a great help. He bought me stuffs and I JUST LOVE EMM! Charles & Keith's sandals. The awesomest shoes I've seen! cardigan from Zara, Heaven!

I left my perfume in Dad's drive :( nevermind.

Sigh. I just need some time to warm up my brain!

More updates when the MajorE's over yeh y'all. Loves.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Hallo da weeeen

This is definitely a very late post. To be exact, i couldn't find my usb cable. Okay, like you care right? haha.

Some gist of the day ;) Uhm, i actually wanted to dress up as a cat because I am really good at the making up part you see? But something just strucked me and I changed my mind. I got everything ready within an hour's time. Heh. Im great, i know!

1) I 'chow' my whole wardrobe for the baggiest and ugliest shirt i could find.
2) turned it inside out and cut the collar.
4) lame lehh. haha.
5) slip in my Levi's polka dot boxers.
6) Taadahh!

nevermind. I tried to be as nonchalent as I could ( thats what my character's supposed to be ) but the FUN and FRIENDS around just.. aiyoyo.. bey tahan. HAHA.

My phone's cam is so so ANNOYING. Just look at the pictures.

the nurse and I

Suiee and i

Uma and I

Gothgirl and I

The paper tomb. HAHAHA.

I also dont know what I am lah.

I think I freaked those drivers that passed by me. HAHA.

I was wondering. WHY IS PINK ALWAYS LABELLED FOR THE GIRLS AND BLUE FOR THE BOYS? why not the other way round? Hmm.

Friday, October 30, 2009

nothing productive!

watched MJ's THIS IS IT today. It was alright to me because I ain't a huge fan of MJ. At some point, his music made me danced to the beat. He is definitely the King of Pop. Memorable though. I personally think EVERYONE should just spend an hour or so to watch this video clip. I dont prefer callin it movie. Nevermind, you watch it yourself.

i didnt do anything good at all todayy! urgh. I FEEL SO BAD BECAUSE I AM NOT ONE BIT NERVOUS ABOUT THE EXAMS. Just salute me. anything la okay. Halloween party tmr and idk what to wear okay. yes, must take heaps and heaps and loads of pictures. I DONT CARE. heh.

i just felt like uploading these picture, idk why. some have already been uploaded but i forgot which one. so yeah. whatever.

i hope YOU'll like em ;)

my deskmate, diana. eh, havent seen her for quite some time. heh.

keiyan and i. cute isn't she?

yes. STEPH is my sis.

yer, i miss the old times lor. this picture is so antique ;P

suet yeng. mod maths genius ;D

cats. i did my face ALL BY MYSELF okay. haha.

i wonder how it feels to be BUSY 24 HOURS A DAYY!

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

LIke like my Chanel Ice-cream

Life is so fucked up lately. Its like you've been strangled to death, seriously. I don't expect my t'hang to be touched. So, back off please.

Exams are drawing near and I know what I'll do and what I'll not do. The do's and dont's i mean.

Sometimes people are so mean that they don't even bother how you'd feel.
Sometimes its not that you're in the wrong or whatsoever, its just YOU DONT WANNA FEEL EMBARRASSED. ( really, tell me about it)

Actually nothing much about the AWESOME pictures below, just trynna express my feelings. if you know me well, you can read the pictures. YES READ. ( because i've browsed through millions and millions of pictures and only liked THREE. So basically, its what my heart tells me to do. ENJOY THE THREE )

My life is partially like this peppermint-chanel-sugarconed ice-cream. YES, DELICIOUS TILL YOU COULDN'T RESIST! but, its like one in million aint it. I've found it you know. Really. And I LOVE IT. but, something is just pulling me aback. I need TIME to step forward. Just a LIL' time. Not asking for more. Nothing much to say actually.

Mag really need a phone call right now :(

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Sleepless Nights.

Hello peeps. I'm back for good. Heh. Had a blasting two good days. Shall be an experience for me. Now I know, how they actually produce a good movie. HAHA. Its such a bore. You sit there, wait for your turn. Who knows how long it takes mann?? Perhaps an hour or two? Still you gotta wait. Anyway, really enjoyed the whole thing ;)



I like the lighting effect tho ;)

I tell you, the heels totally killed me. Its one size smaller,so i had to squeeze in.

I like her :D

Alright. More pictures in fb. Check it out yo'.
Mag will be right back after the Exams:)
Lots of Love.