Saturday, June 27, 2009


I really want and have the urge to forget.
And to forgive.

But if its just like that,
Its way too easy.

It may sound nothing to you
But to me, I feel like drowning in the Ocean of Lies.

I can't resist things to be that way.
Why that way!


I curse all the n.c!

Friday, June 26, 2009

The Virus and Holy Death

I'm missing school for days.
This is really not a good thing.

AH1N1 definitely kills.
Fever, major headache that really kills, cough and FLUUU!!!!!

Something thats going merry-go-round in my mind now.

I'm for real this time.
Trials (:

Sunday, June 21, 2009


I'm back.

The K.L trip was great like YEAH but lets cut off the walking part.
We walked from Sungei Wang and all the way to KLCC.
The best part was my4INCHES heels totally killed me.
I dont wanna mention about how we're like.

Yeah its this way. You sure? Lets ask. No need of that. I'm sure.
Things like that. Haha, And ended up walking another 3km more.

Oh well.
Had so much fun there.
He looked stunning.
All the girls just couldn't leave their eyes off him. HAHA.
Sorry, mine (:

Oh and btw,
Starwalk and 27th place.

Damn. Shows how fat I am now.
11th last year.

What ever.

Friday, June 12, 2009


'when its holiday, you dont go for holiday. when there's no holiday, you go for holiday. wth?'

No. Corrections. I just want moree holidays. Its my rehab centre. LOL.

Earthlings, y'all wont be seeing me in school this whole week. Good for me. Ya SO GOOD.
Skipping school. Great. DANG. haha.


Bye people (:

The Stone And I

I can be as lifeless a stone you know? HAHA. (why stone? I dont know)

Having the thought of it, i think i haven't been doing anything worthwhile nor anything meaningful during the holidays. Watching his tournaments are the EXCEPTIONS.

Aha! I have. Taking bus all the way back to Johor only to know that I wasn't actually needed there. Great? HAHA. This is way way too insane. 7hours journey for nothing.

And I wonder why haven't I start studying for my coming SPM? Well, brain's still not functioning i guess. LOL. Hell yeah. I'm so gonna work my ass out man. Like digg it out! Seriously. I dont know. Its just so wierd. Education is just something I feel like giving up at times. Somebody tell me why?

Oh and the prom. It seem like EVERYBODY in Ipoh is gonna attend it. One thing its a success. Good thing that is (: HAHA.

found this in my DSLR.
I was at the streets of Shanghai and THIS caught my attention.

I don't know why I feel like biding a goodbye but sometimes I just wanna hold you tight that nobody would snatch you away. But sometimes the distance between us just hold us apart. But sometimes it makes us like the SWEETEST thing on earth. And sometimes I just feel like wanna jump off the 100th floor and end everything. Its insane. Its making me insane! Nobody's gonna pull us apart. We might argue like nobody's business and its like everyday. Even the smallest thing, we could make a big fuss about it. I won't ask you to bring me the moon in the sky or walk around the world in a day. All i want is just your heart and nothing else. Your heart is the only thing that matters to me. Can I say I have the BestAwesomeFantastic Boyfriend in the world? Yes I would want that (:

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Tagged by Bryan Chan

1.Besides your lips,where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
my forehead , right baby?

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
excited! because i'm heading back to ipoh (:

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
my sister

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
I wouldn't think so. try ask my mum. she would NOD. lmao.

5.Will you ever donate blood?
Oh yes definitely.

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
No. I dont want funerals.

8.What does your last message say?
Okay. Hugs.

9.What are you thinking right now?
Is he still having fever ??

10.Do you want someone to be with you right now?
I want my sickbaby :(

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
4am. Was in Starbucks. HAHA.

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
From PSPA.

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
Oh definitely a YES.

14.Who was the Last Person who text you?

Ten lucky person to do this quiz
I think I'm the last one to do this. So, yeah. Whoever thats slower than I am. HAHA.

Home Sweet Home

I'm home finally.
Home sweet home.

My car got into accident. fuckdamnit.
Can't even reach home safely. The whole machine was in the huge drain.
I seriously cried when i saw it. Damn.
Fyi, I wasn't the driver (:

Genting was so effin bored.
Our dinner on the first night was like THOUSAND BUCKS ++.
Dad chopped his head off. Haha. LMAO.
Woke up at 1am in the morning for Starbucks. haha.
Gossiped and gossiped while time flies. lol.
The mist and cool air was indeed relaxing, soothing though i was shaking inside. HAHA.

I'm just waiting for my car.

Oh and btw,
I AM SO SO PROUD OF YOU BABY. Malaysia's best pitcher (:
You deserved it.

I dont know whats up with the uploader. So fucked up.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Coming home

Once again, I'm leaving johor. Hooray.

One week's holiday's gone just like that? Oh well. Things aren't getting so well these days.
I have a pimple on my chest ( How good is that? )

Having a family trip to genting, camerons, penang and i dont know where else.
Our journey starts tomorrow (:
Frankly, I'm more excited to get my ass back to ipoh. To see My Boyfriend!

I was so so so lucky that mum really fetch me all the way to Batu Pahat which took roughly 70minutes drive from JB.
Thanks MUM!
So so excited to see my boyfriend there (: Really.
The feeling was like the first time i met him. HAHA. Nono. Maybe our first date. LOL.

Okay. The dress turned out pretty good. I think I looked like a model. Whoops. haha.

I miss you babydarling.

And people! I miss you guys weh. So gonna hang out with you guys when i get back (:


Wednesday, June 3, 2009

I'm delighted

I'm oh-so delighted. Yeehaaa.

Mum found out about me dating and I think she's fine with it.
And i think she agreed to drive me all the way to Batu Pahat tomorrow for his first match (:
Isn't this like a fairy tale?

Bad news for me. Sigh. I'm not getting my Jazzbaby. BIG SIGH. Dad said there's no insurance for that machine and he dont want me to get into any trouble when driving. Okay fine :( But nothing else catches my attention other than that magnificent JAZZ! *pawns*

Okay. I'll get over it soon.

Got myself a black bare back dress for Uncle Ku's Birthday party (: Long slinky dress. Unfortunately, dad did not give me an A for that dress when i showed him.

ME : But dad!! Its not cheap okayy.
ME : Daddd!! I like this one.
ME : Okayy. I'll wear something else then. *stomps feet and walked away*
ME : Yes my lord.

Whats something else? Nobody wears a dress TWICE?