Sunday, May 31, 2009

mummy chill :P


Over at mummy's place. Didnt wanna stay over at dad's. MUM did lost some weight. Looks like its my turn now. Mum let me drove her car and I scared the hell outta her.

ME : Mum, get down the car. Hand over it to me now and nobody gets hurt. (HAHA)
MUM : (got down) You can anott?? Its not manual.
ME : Isn't manual easier? haha.
( I started driving)

MUM : Wei wei wei wei.
ME : Chill mum! I've got license okayy? So, how's my driving skills?
MUM : Dunno yet lah. WEI slower lah.

(I wanted to park the car)

MUM : Can anot?
ME : C'mon mum. Let me do it. See? Not bad right?
MUM : Okla okla. lek la.

oh mum (:

9.01 am

Its 9.01 am.

I should be sleeping like an unconcious pig on my cozy bed. Gathering yesterday was alright. I screw up the dance part. Okay, people should listen to my explaination now. HAHA.

:: We started our dance at 10am that day.
:: My dance partner, we haven't been working together for a long time. We're both different dancers.
:: I sort of cracked my back , the spine. During the curving up part. Its swollen now.

Okay. I shall not continue any further. Its meaningless. I SCREWED IT ALREADY.

Okay. My bus is departing at 10am and I'm still here, not ready at all.

7 hours journey.
Its just 7hours and I'll see mummy and daddy (:

Oh and the babi, StephWang. HAHA.

I should bath now.

Friday, May 29, 2009

1 2 3 4 5 :D

1)Have been absent for school eversince school ended. It feels good.

2)Gathering is like tomorrow and I'm only going to start my dance tomorrow. Awesome?

3)My boyfriend just left for his training and tournament this morning. Until the 9th. SIGH.

4)I'm left with no choice but to take the goddamn bus back to johore. Friggin 7hours journey okay.

5)I NEED to and I HAVE to and I MUST clean my room before mum comes back. *bites nails*

Oh and I passed my driving test. HOORAY.

Jazzybaby, HERE I COME ((:

Wednesday, May 27, 2009


The war had just ended.
My dream had just begun (:

I slept for an hour during my Physics Paper 2. Great? I seriously dont want to know my results this time round. I can feel it now even. The smell of disaster and yet my parents thinks I'm just fooling them about " Mum, I'm sorry. I really didn't study this time".

Ohwell, parents (:

Okay. My final gathering for The Year of 2009. St. Michael's Institutions. I'm in dilemma of whether i should go or should i not? I think I am. Give me 26hours a day? It would be just nice then. Hooray. Dream on you. HAHA.

Driving test is like TOMORROW??! Okay. God bless me.
Clutch and gears and wheels and DONT SLEEP AGAIN.


Was having my driving lesson on monday. I was so bored of it that I actually get sleepier and sleepier ( is there such a word? LOL). I closed my eyes without myself realizing it okay. How dangerous could that be?

And when my instructor went : Wei wei wei. Look. You're outta your lane.
( popped my eyes open and saw a big truck coming towards me at about 3.5km away?)

How dangerous could that be?

You tell me. HAHA.

Monday, May 25, 2009

When the turning point just refuses to turn

Yesterday was truly a nightmare. Calls from everyone. everyone! One after another. i repeated repeated and repeated. Its scary. Shivers down my spine, seriously.

I feel so ashamed right now. Anything to cover my shitty face? Dang. I want to blog about it, but i dont want. I want. NO i dont. Ahh shut up mag. Go away please.

Shit. I'm insane like again?! Fuck.

Alright. Thank god that he was there for me. Warmest hug ever. No girls would want to let go if he hugs them. Haha. Whatever.

I hope sis is alright now. In case she reads my blog which i doubt she would even click on my link. Haha,.

Grow up from the mistakes alright? Your friends still care for you. They miss you okay? Dont be sucha pessimist babi. I'll drive ya out when you come back. Dont cry already. Now you know why I've been scolding you last time? This is just your first fall. Stand up. I'll give u my hand if you cant. Alright?? Call me if you've got anything. Ohya one more thing. Dont be sucha stingy ass la. Transfer 3bucks also cannot. Then i wont drive you out. Call taxi :P

Found some pictures while browsing through the folders.

Guess its time to get back in action. 200 sit ups.
Okay la. -50 for the first week :P

The top actually cost about RM400+.
I liked it but not worth of buying.
So, i placed it back onto the rack.

This is still under strict consumption of food you see?
But now it has become 'nice-food-then-EAT!' plan.

I skipped school today.
Physics tomorrow.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Turning Point

Addmaths just killed me.
I seriously need some lectures from my boyfriend right now.
Thank god he'll be back tomorrow. I could bare even breathe.
haha. Hyperbola.

Okay. I did rather badly this time and Trials are like what? 4 months away? Great.

Things have been popping right in front me these days. Not a good thing :(

1. Some murder + robbery around my housing area.
( The mother , kid and the maid got killed. Rest In Peace )

2. Some irrational confessions by a MARRIED man. I repeat, MARRIED man. (Oh fcuk)

3. D.O.D.E Disease.
( Dozing Off During Exam Disease)

4. I'm gonna fail my Addmaths. Ahh. lifeless mann.

' Are you a girl? Please keep your table clean'
Yeah. My 13 years old cousin told me.


Books sure does cost alot. heh.
preserve the environment please.

I really need a new pair of LOVE.
converse (:

I need my boyfriend now!

Sunday, May 17, 2009

I'm ought to (:

I'm ought to blog today because its a BIG day for me.
Well, sorta. haha.


Sent baby over to taiping for his selection. Ohwell, he's a FOR-SURE selected one.

Roamed around the Taiping Zoo. Well, it was unpredictably fun. haha.

Ohdang. I haven't been studying. One thing. I just screwed my History paper. For the first time in history, Mag is gonna flung. HAHA.

I have a seriously insane driver. He confessed to me. wtf?


I tell your wife then you know. chimagan. HAHA.

Okay. Maths is easy.
Okay. maybe not :P


Wednesday, May 13, 2009

I want to grow old with you

Another day
Without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go
I know but Baby I believe
Something's burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Don't tell me how. I cant bear the pain baby.

You've stepped into my life.
Walk with me, would you?

(wonder if you're gonna love me like how you always do? I still do.)

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Are you nuts?


Tell me what to do now. I was half way through my history notes.
And i thought of mum.

(so, i texted my sis)

Me : Where're u?

Sis: Dad's place.

Me : Are you gonna be with mum this sunday?

Sis: Dont know ah.

Me : WTH. its mother's day.

Sis: I know. Then?

Me : Are you gonna celebrate with her?

Sis: Dont know ah.

Me: Great daughter.

Sis: Thankyou.

Ohfuckyoulah. Dont ever talk to me like that. Damnit damnit damnit!

If I'm there with you guys, I'd give mum her best ever Mummy's Day. Fckyou.
Dont ever talk to me like that again. Dont even try you monstaaa! I fcking hate you now.

(breathes in)

(breathes out)

Sorry for the foul words. I couldnt take it. Oh damn it! DENG.

And rajloo asked me to chew the pencil. Fart on my face?? Ohdamn.


Hoi steph, ARE YOU NUTS?!

Friday, May 8, 2009

Fiasco ;)


Ohboy Ohboy. I'm so freaking lovin this (:

Tell me how? Tell me now.

Baby dont ever let me walk alone. I know you wouldn't.

Monday, May 4, 2009

imma retard

Books are making me dozing off lately. This is a bad sign. Very very bad.
I totally have no idea about whats being taught in class nowdays.
Despite of the upcoming mid term and SPM.. oh well i dont know.

Didnt I mentioned 'I'll be back after the mid terms' on my previous post? Damn.

I'm so not gonna blog after this.Whaddaheck am i crapping? Fcuk.

I could the the flabs and the cellulite getting more extreme in within me. Oh damn.
They're struggling to take over the missy muscles. Ohfark. No good.
Workouts!! Workouts!!

Fatin touched my tummy today. I felt humiliated :(
But she said " OMG Mag! Damn hard wey your tummy. your muscles. cun la. "

Whadahell? You call that hard? Its friggin saggy and flabby and soft and EWWWW!

Okay. Ass off to study and workouts!
Have been missing 4 days of 100sets of situps already. I'm so lazy.

Ass off you cellulites. Please. Flabs. They're like what soongyi said. smashed tofu. yikes.


Yay. Baby's gonna get me brown contact lenses :))
Shit. I lost my eraser.
Nobody's gonna pull us apart
You're a part of me, my life, my everything
You're indeed a need for me baby
Tell me
You Love Me

Sunday, May 3, 2009

I'm pickin' back the memories!

I missed em all ):

I did the right thing.
Capturing the moments of my life. I cant remember every single detail of it.
Now that i have captured it. I'm pickin' back the memories mann. HAHA.

I'm like

'Wow. when did i do that?'

'Omg. when was that?'

'I look so cute lah'


Haha. Here's some.

When your own sibling tries to murder you
Its not a good thing.
Here's an example. HAHA.
(okay. its so fake)
Yellow Mountain
It was the most beautiful sight I've ever seen in my life
so far la. lol.

YuYuan Old Street, Shanghai.
Starbucks. Classic eh? I like this.

zhu rou han baubau
I call it McPork

Me and Tiff queued for 2hours. wth.
Anyway worth it la.
Xiao long bao?
Little Dragon Pau?

I guess its time for me to realise that ITS TIME TO STUDY!
Gonna study my ass off. I'll be back after the mid term.
But first,
I'll take a nap.

Saturday, May 2, 2009


One more week to the mid term.

Didnt club last night. Didnt feel like it. Wont do me any good either. So, yeah I didnt.

Moon told me they went out till 4am and i was like WTF? i can sleep mann. Okay. Please dont say that I'm lame. I know (:

Watched Coming Soon yesterday with terrence. A very sincere apology to him. HAHA. I screamed and pinched him every single time the ghost appeared. I'm sorry. Counldnt help it. He was in pain :P

Driving lesson tomorrow. sighs.

When will i get my license? When laa??


Oh and LEE HOM's concert was JUST NOW! Omg. My man (:

Friday, May 1, 2009


Now that he's back

Things got back to normal :P
Talks and lectures for hours.yay.
i missed em. he'd been so busy with his tournaments.

I knew he'll come back and with a gold medal.
Like 'DUH obviously??' :P
So, I've to belanja makan. hmm.

Haha. I'm not studying again. Worrying about the coming MAY 7TH.
Ballet exam. Oh mannn!!!
Bless me.

Step it right.
Feel it right.
Thats right (: