Saturday, June 18, 2011


Today I woke up to the worst hunger pang ever & knowing tomorrow will (still) be another long day, without him.

Our relationship has def gone to a whole new level ( at this point of time), from him being a badass boy to a working man he is today. I definitely see the growth in him. And likewise, from me being a highschool kid ( when he first met me) until today when I'm (almost) entering adulthood. Haha. Time flies, I must say. I cannot thank God enough for bringing him into my life. & I always ponder: What if he never existed? Would I ever find someone like him,ever? (whooops)

Unlike my previous unsuccessful relationships ( well, puppy love never worked right? haha), this one has definitely shaped and moulded me into a better person. I am known for my worst temper and HE was the only one who patiently tolerate w the tornados and tsunami that came his way (best part? There were no early warnings LOL). And sooner, I figured I can't be throwing unnecessary tantrum all over plus its unfair (he has NEVER once thrown his temper at me), and yup I'm still learning to take charge of the control gear.

He sees what a mess you can be, how moody you can get, how hard you are to handle. But still wants you in his life.

Love is too subjective and its not enough to describe the feelings I have for this guy. Well, lets just say love blindfolds you. Cliche, but true. I always say LOVE is not enough, the vocab needs a much stronger and bold statement to express the passion of affection towards somebody and up till today I'm still figuring out what that really is. Haha.

Spent so much time w him for the past one month and now 2 weeks w/o him seems to be the longest time in my life. Its like the clock ticks so freakin slow. Haha. But patience is virtue. I'm sounding like some desperate gf trying to gobble up the bf lol.

My best friend, gossip centre, punching bag, gym buddy,
soulmate and the love of my life.

I like it that way ;)


dephne kawazoe kumiko said... sweet :P make me envy to the max la..hah..i dun fancy for those "romantic&sweet" bubble gum kind of relationship,but i like the way how u both loving each other :) all the best darling, on ur relationship and also on ur workout Teehee

Magdeline Wang said...

Thank you darling. Yes, my workout has to resume before I start gaining another 2 pounds which I already have :( xx!