Sunday, January 11, 2009

six freaking hours of boredom :S

woke up as early as 6.45 am on a SUNDAY! wth. for the sake of my undang talk. grr :/

i was kinda excited at first.thank god kim was there with me or else..i would have been rotten.haha.

the first instructor was like a TIGRESS.no joke.haha.second one was like ..a CAMEL talking.(can u imagine one?) haha.

finally,the first stage is cleared.going to the next.cant wait to drive :))

yay.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

im desperate to own.

they're so pretty :DD and how i wish that tomorrow's christmas again. so that any one of these will be under the xmas tree waiting for me :S

pretty, yes?? my favourite GREEN :)

im desperate :(


the tournament is drawing near and the selection still ain't done yet :S
BUCK UP PEOPLE :D

your co-operation is much much appreciated
yours truly
:D



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i find my moral teacher very creepy.im like SERIOUSLY!! gahh.

he say silly things out of nowhere like

you girls having lots of stress??all slim down already laa. -__-
boys like round things (he laughs) -_____-

and we're like OMG?? haha.actually i dont really bother but.. HMM.

and the election that day was unexpected :/ its not that im not happy.im flabbergasted.haha. but im just worried that some people will find me..... annoying?? hmm.i wonder :( a BIG thank you for my moral teacher for nominating me. seriously unexpected.i didnt even thought of being the ajk or whatsoever.but ..

EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED :)
hope i'll do fine :D



btw, im going for the undang talk tomorrow with KIM :P

Thursday, January 8, 2009

wigee wigee :))

ahh.friends :)) i love em.
i wouldnt have came this far without em.
the laughs.every single day in class.haha.
copying homeworks are like our routine already. wee.
i dont know what to say.LOL.

just felt like blogging bout this right now :)

diana said kim has flat boobs and she has sphere ones.and I? pyramid look-a-like ones.ROFL!
and when we hug, diana's would deflate.haha. i know this is REALLY lame but sometimes lame is COOL :P

im crapping like so whatever.haha.had brain fried after piles and piles of homeworks being delivered to my desk every single day. haha.

school is fun :)

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

tears of guilt :'(

im depressed.
again.
wondering about what i've done.
was i right?
OR was i not??
i dont know.

i wonder.
i'm living in guilt.
i dont know why.
im so sorry.
didnt mean to hurt you
my heart is aching,
pretty badly :(

Monday, January 5, 2009

Goodbye my LOVE

I don't really wanna say goodbye,
I don't really wanna leave you,
But now I have to go away,
Stay away from you forever,
I missed the moments we had together,
I missed the way you hold my hand,
The times we laughed,
And the times we cried, together..
But im confused right now,
What is the feeling i have??
I seem to love you,
But other times i seem to loathe you,
I can't be without you,
Or maybe just without anyone,
I think about you all the time,
But why do I have this feeling?
I long for your voice,
And i would die to hear your laugh,
But is this LOVE?
Or merely LUST?
But,
What we had was something special,
No one would ever understand,
Deep down from our hearts,
We'll know,
But now I have to go away,
And leave you from my heart.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

5th january :/

im gotta admit that TIME FLIES. the holidays are gone and school's gotta start soon.to be exact, TOMORROW :))

obstacles are gonna come and im gonna overcome it despite what im capable of doing :)

*sighs

sis left for jb already. i gotta live life on my own from today onwards.

nobody to talk to when im lonely.
nobody to whack.
nobody to bully.
nobody to scold.
haha.im pretty scary huh?? LOL.

alright.i better not crap too much.annoying isn't it??

happy schooling everybody. you'll miss it.
LMAO.